Wednesday, September 06, 2006
i'm feeling like a fool.i'm still young.
why must i make myself go through
those things that might ruin my life?
i didn't get enough sleep;
thinking how foolish i was yesterday.
it was my fucking mistake.
when will i realise my mistake & stop doing
these stuffs?
who can make me realise that it's
my mistake afterall?
and, i really need to change for the better.
not for the worse.
no no no.
NEVER!
how can i do well in my studies when i'm interested in
other stuffs compare to my studies?
i need to buck up.
i feel like knocking my head off the wall.
i can't stand it.
i kept thinking how dumb i was.
yes. and, i know why u hate me afterall.
people like me, shouldn't be respected.
cause i don't even know how to respect myself.
my ownself.
my self-respect.
but, what's done; can't be undone.
and, yeah it's no use to cry over a spilled milk.
i'm useless right.