Monday, February 05, 2007
Hees.Hello guys!
Just came back home.
Met my friendster-mate just now.
Seriously, I'm not trying to be mean here.
He's super duper...... I don't know what to comment about him.
I didnt expect him to look that way either.
& Nawal agreed with me that he's "handsome".
I don't know whether I should still contact him or not.
It's not like I don't like him because of his looks.
It's just simply because of his behaviour & the way he treated me just now.
EWW!
I feel like vomiting lar. Serious seh.
Okay. That's all about him.
So so so so, talked with sweety pie yesterday.
In case you guys been wondering who the hell he is,
He's my "beloved" ex-boyfriend.
He's the only one that I used to love.
Despite of his looks, which is obviously not-good-looking,
I don't know why I got attracted to him.
Maybe because of the way he treated me.
But no, he isn't nice afterall.
He left me just like that.
The reason being, he wants to concentrate on his O levels.
I keep asking myself this, if he wants to concentrate on his studies, & didnt want to dissapoint
his parents for the second time, then why did he decided to have a relationship with me?
I was really eager to know what's his reason this time round..
& he told me....
"I just wanted to help you in your studies & all in a way with mine. But it didnt turned out well."
When he told me that, I was like, WHAT THE HELL?
So this means that he did not even have any feelings for me since the day we were together.
I can't sleep yesterday night & I cried over him again.
I didn't expect him to give me such an answer.
I was so dissapointed.
At last, I managed to stop myself from crying.
I mean, it's a waste of time.
Why should I be crying over him when he don't even love me?
Haha.
I'm such a fool.
Okay nevermind.
What's done is done. The past can't be undone.
Till here.
Take care lovelies.
=)