Tuesday, February 13, 2007
So how should I phrase this? I really hate my mom. & I mean it.I envy those people out there who are so close to their parents.
I don't talk to my parents neither do we share stupid jokes together.
I don't feel like we are one family.
Sometimes, I wonder when was the last time I had a fun time with them.
I really missed those moments.
My mom, she's different.
Not in a good way, but in a very bad way.
Every words that came out from her mouth discouraged me from trying to strive harder in my studies.
Mind you, she only have bad things to talk about me.
Well, like she mentioned before, my cousins, eventhough they are in Normal Tech stream, they don't have fucking attitude like what her daughter has.
& she says that, PERHAPS I'LL STAYBACK AGAIN IN SEC 3 NORMAL ACAD NEXT YEAR.
I really don't understand what's her problem.
Most of the time, I tried hard not to take what she says seriously.
But when I tried really hard to do so, I just feel the urge of slapping her mouth
SERIOUS.
She don't know how to take good care of her bloody fucking mouth.
I can also include her under the list of hypocrites.
She's one of them.
Okay, I'm so bad.
Discriminating about my own Mom here.
Whatever, who cares.
Just letting everything out.
toodles for now.