Tuesday, May 15, 2007
I thought I was doing him a favour.A favour which he never asked for.
I wanted to be a friend, who can be there for him all the time;
Someone who can ease his sorrowness & help him to get over his past.
I thought I can do all that without falling for him.
& well again, I was so wrong.
Everything begins on the month of April.
That particular day when we met up & actually talked, for the first time.
I wanted to spend the whole night with him.
But its not possible for me to do so.
Oh how I wish I could.
That glimpse of his smile is totally captivating.
& when he smile, I could only smirk.
His presence sends butterflies to my stomach.
And just for kicks lets just add,
He may be the most wonderful person I have ever met.
Hypothetically, my heart beats ten times faster when I see him.
Well.. maybe I did exaggerate.
But thats exactly how I feel.
What is love & what does it define?
How do I tell if it's love or just a simple crush?
Do you know how confusing you are?
You are the most confusing person that I've ever met.
Sometimes you confuse me so much till
I get confused about why Im still so crazy over you.
I guess I liked him from the start.
I'm so confused, I don't know what to do.
Oh god, please help me.
I just don't know what to do.
I don't know why I let him in.
& this seems so loony cause I'm falling for him.
Its just so hard to get him out of my mind.
Let's just blame it on the month of April.
- i love you so.