Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Ehhhhh! I'm so pissed off lah. Kau gadoh ngan mataey kau tu kau peh pasal laaaaaaaah.
Aku tanak tau apape lahhh.
Suke sangat kacau idop aku.
BINGET SEHHH!!!!!!!
Bahlol abigol sundal sondol dodol lahhhhh!
-.-"
I feel so lifeless.
Sometimes I just hate my parents.
Cause they always force me to do things that I don't wish to do.
& What's up with my MOM?
Man.. Her non-stop naggings just make me hate her more!
I only got a U-graded in my report book & she's making a big fuss over it.
Like c'mon.. Its only humanities!
I passed my other subjects & I only failed one subject!
& SKSS just suck.
I don't know how the hell or why the hell I got into that school.
& the worst part is, I'm not even sure why I chose that school in the first place.
I've not been turning up for my fucking CCA & I got a poor conduct grade just because I did not attend any of my CCA trainings. WHAT THE HELL?!
Okay.. So let me tell you what kinda CCA I got into if you're wondering.
I'm a RED CROSS CADET! & I'm so not proud being a part of them.
Cause you wanna know why? My CCA just suck... ALOT!
Imagine, JUST IMAGINE... That you will have to run around the parade square a few times if you dont bring a 1.5 litre bottle when you come for training.
& you will have a fucking history test about RED CROSS.
& Im not sure what other dumb things they make us do.
So I only turn up for my CCA a few times & the last time when I was in sec 1 - term 2 or 3. (I'm not sure)
Can't blame them actually. Maybe I should just blame myself for being such an idiot.
I chose Red Cross as my CCA just because I wanna know how to do CPR.
Sounds dumb huh?
& the WORST part is that, I don't even get to know how to do it cause....... I didnt attend any trainings anymore.
Can't help it. I just don't wanna waste my precious time. Might as well stay at home & sleep.
Okay. I know this is funny. I don't care if you guys (whoever is reading this post) are laughing at me. I deserved to be laughed at cause I'm just dumb. -.-"
Confession of an Idiot.
Hah. Bla bla bla bla.
I had a nightmare just now.
I dreamt that I lost all of my close friends.
& everyone were bitching about me being a whore.
So that made my friends keeping a distance away from me.
& in that dream, I became a loner.
God please don't make this dream come true!
Man, I'm so pathetic.
Okay. I'm done.
Take care lovelies.
I wanna sit at the beach under the shining stars with you.