Its always about this guy here.
He pisses me off easily but I can still tolerate him.
Wonder where the fuck I got this much patience & stay cool most of the time whenever he tries to annoy me.
If its for some other guys, I would have made their lives a hell on earth.
Damn these feelings that I had for him.
Notice I used the word HAD? So probably, I've lost my interest in him.
Probably.
I just couldn't stand it anymore. I've had enough of those shits he gave me.
It's always me who gave in. Okay no, maybe sometimes he's the one who's giving in.
But hey, what do you feel like when you think that a guy treats you like a trash when all you wanna do is try to please him?
I mean, he's just using you for whatever reasons he might have & possibly, ditch you afterwards.
Now that makes me sound so pathetic.
Liking a guy who's not worth at all is totally absurd.
So yeah, gotta agree with his friend that my going after him is loony & way out of line.
I guess I have to stop being so foolish or I'll end up getting laughed at.
Problem is, I just type everything here for the sake of letting out my feelings when the actual fact is, I won't even try to kill these feelings.
Well I guess, sometimes, emotions take control of you & you don't even mean whatever crap you said.