What am I to you?
A friend or a foe?
If you call me a friend, then why are you keeping things from me?
I may not be the best listener or simply, don't fit the bill of being a great adviser.. but all I wanna be is someone whom you can confide in.. someone you can trust. Sometimes I wonder, what do I lack of as a friend whom you can count on to.
I've always thought I could cheer you up whenever you're down.... It hurts me alot to know that I have failed as a friend. To let you go through it all, all by yourself. I apologise for not being there for you when you needed me the most. (I'll pretend as though I'm someone important to you) I couldn't find any ways to let all my feelings out. Blogging doesnt really help. I don't know how to put it into words. Maybe I should just keep it to myself. Shouldn't burden you more than you already are. I really need a break.
Toodles.







emotions make you cry sometimes.