Gahh. I just hate school. I'm so sleepy..... feel like dozing off right now. *Yawns*

I've been feeling so down lately and I couldn't sleep that well either. Just that I've been doing a lot of thinking. Spent most of my nights letting thoughts wander..

& Ahah! I ended up thinking bout him. More to... US, actually. *Yawn, Yawn, Yawn*

Hence, that kinda explains why my eyebags are getting worse & I just realize that I'm getting ugly. Or maybe, I already am? Haha. Well, I don't know.

I just hate looking at my face in the mirror. I just look awful. I mean, like totally.

Geez, with all these pimples that I'm having right now. Ahh. *Shrugs*

Okay whatever. I don't care. I don't have dimples but I have pimples.

I don't have straight teeth but big teeth.

I'm not fair, I'm dark. I don't have a figure like Beyonce but whatever.

At least I don't look distorted or deformed...whichever.

& For that, I thank YOU, the one above, the greatest of all..... who have created me.

Anyways, the above picture was drawn by me. Yeah.. You can mock me all you want.

I'm not much of an artist, am I? Just sketched it for fun.

Cause I was bored & its been years since I last drew something... So I just thought of drawing....erm, SOMETHING. LOL.

Was inspired by a picture of Marilyn Monroe. Err yes!

The woman in my drawing doesnt even look like Marilyn Monroe.

I'm not an art student goddamnit.

I'm a fucking food & nutrition student so its kinda understandable if I don't know how to draw!

Hah. & The extreme top picture was taken a few months ago when I was actually 'ransacking' my parents bedroom. Since they were not at home & boredom kinda striked me.. so I did just that. Hah. Should do it often... who knows if I might get lucky and find some porn videos. Geez. Can't imagine my parents watching porn together in their bedroom. Okay I'm freaking myself out. & Er, I was kidding about pornos. I'm not that pervert! Sheesh.

I was thinking... If one day I'd turn out to be a homosexual, I'll probably marry Nawal. Thats if she turned out to be one too. Then we'll adopt babies or go to the sperm bank to perform my own or Nawal's artificial insemination or IVF treatment. Whichever... I'll consider the bestest option thats readily available. How awesome is that?! & Now I feel like being an embryologist.

I guess I'm really losing my sanity. God, help me please.