I think its going down the drain.
If its not working out, why bother trying?

I'm at school now. Doing my coursework while waiting for Nawal.
I've not been blogging much since life has been pretty hectic.
Y'know, with school & stuff. I just suck at managing time.
I haven't started revising yet and exams are just around the corner.
God. I'm not ready for my Ns. This is just freaking N level and I don't have the confident to do well. So how am I supposed to do well for my Os then? Damn.
Okay, whatever. I don't wanna get myself stressed up just thinking bout freaking N level.
Anyways, I decided to delete the previous post since I already told Suriya that I will do so.
So are you happy now my dear? -_______-
Alright. Gotta go off now. Nawal's here.
Toodles.

Yuhoooo. "Baby, I'm back yeahhhh. I'm here to cater to you..."
Haha. Okay that was crap.
I guess I really have to update my blog. Its been so long....
School was boring as ever. Imagine, having F&N lessons for the whole week.
Geez.
I might as well spend some quality time on my bed. I really need a lot of sleep, you know.
Finally, I'm done with my R&D which is part of my coursework.
Three cheers for Nadiah!
Yeeeeey!
Okay fine, I'm happy that I managed to get it done by today but the thing is, I'm not sure if I'll be able to get a high band for my R&D. *sighs.
Anyways, I did omelette sushi(err, yeah. omelette!ew?) and cream puff for practical today.
My cream puff doesn't look puffy at all.
It somehow turned out like a flat pancake.
So theres no way for me to fill in custard inside the puff. What I did was to spread the custard onto the base of the puff and fold it into two. & it did look like curry puff instead of cream puff.
-_____-
My omelette sushi doesn't taste that bad afterall & it was my first time making sushi. How awesome is that! Hehe.
Oh by the way.. Just wanna share some 'cool' stuff with ya guys. Here's a conversation between me & a classmate of mine:

Classmate: Nadiah, justify is the same as satisfy, right?
Me: *blank face*
Classmate: Ahh. Nvm. I ask teacher. Mrs ________, justify is th........
Me: NOOOO! Oh my god. Justify and satisfy has a totally different meaning.
Classmate: Really? I thought it means the same?
Teacher: What do you wanna ask Classmate?
Classmate: Er.. nothing, nothing.
Me: No Mrs ________, Classmate asked whether justify and satisfy means the same or not.
Classmate: *whispers "fuck you."
Teacher: Classmate! I can't believe you don't know the difference between justify and satisfy.
Me: Exactly!
Teacher: You really have to brush up on your vocab, Classmate. Really, you know. Justify and satisfy are common vocab words. You should already know the meanings of those words by now!
Me: Exactly!
Classmate: *glares at me.
Me: Oops. Okay fine, I'm so sorry.
- End of conversation -

Geez. I can't believe my classmate doesn't know the difference between justify and satisfy. What was he thinking man?! Just because both words sounded alike? Oh ma god. Not that my vocab is THAT fantastic. But seriously, even a primary school kid can tell the difference between justify and satisfy. Nevertheless, I'm glad that he actually asked. Imagine if he were to make a sentence using satisfy. For an instance, "I'm not satisfied with the answer that he gave me." and he replace the word 'satisfied' with 'justified'. "I'm not justified with the answer that he gave me."
-______- Okay. I am so mean.

At last, my lil sis is back from camping! Yahoooo! I actually missed her when she was away which is something unbelievable cause all these while I don't really care about her that much. I mean, I'm always grateful whenever she's not at home. Its not that I'm being a bad sister. Its just that I can't stand all those mess that she make. & When I nag at her, she'll shout at me. Wahlao. See, even my lil sis doesn't know how to respect me. Just because I'm like way shorter than her and she knows that it doesn't really matter if shes rude to me cause I'll never stay mad at her for more than an hour. Okay, my lil sis is taking advantage of me. This is so saddening man. *Sighs.
=(


Well I guess thats about it.
Take care lovelies.
Will update more if I have stuff to blog about. Lol.

School was a total fucked up. I just hate it when people keep on asking me the same questions over and over again.
I already said, I DON'T KNOW. So why do you guys keep on asking me....
"Why Nadiah?" "What happened Nadiah?" "Whats wrong Nadiah?" "Are you okay Nadiah?" "How can you not know anything?"
GOD!!!! Do you know how irritated I was? What the fuck man?! Why are you guys being so bloody nosy for?!
Seriously, seriously. If it wasnt because of me, trying to control myself from losing my temper....I'd have done something.....well...just something which I can't think of right now cause I'm in a rational state of mind currently. Just something that you thought I'm not capable of. You really don't wanna get close to me when I lose my temper. Trust me, trust me.
Anyway, I already made a fool outta myself at the parade square just now. It was such an embarassing sight since I was like a totally deranged woman. But I don't care, really. I don't care at all. At least, I feel better now.

Note to those who "concern" about the people around them so much : Sometimes, really.. You don't have to bother. Just mind your own asses & stop prying into other people's affairs.


Thank you very much. :D
Much love, Nadiah.

Phewww. I'm not feeling good right now. Having sore throat & running nose.
Had a long day in school today. Got back home at 6 pm. Just to stayback for maths classes.
Still, I'm not confident about doing well for maths paper tomorrow. I suck at probability.
I mean, seriously! Gaahhh. & I don't feel like studying now. All I feel like doing is to curl up in my bed and sleeeeeeep. & Theres HEROES at 10. Bloody hell. Guess I have to give it a miss since I havent started revising yet.
Oh. Yeah, you got that right. Short post again for today. Haha.

Damn.
Okay this is really getting on my nerves.
I already typed a long entry and suddenly my comp shut down by itself.
Wtf.
Fine. I'll summarise everything into a short post then.
So yesterday I went out studying with Nawal and the two Syahirahs.
Headed to Nawal's place first & I got to see Imaad.
WoohoOo! Trust me, I'm so gonna make him mine soon. Just you wait & see.
Eventhough he's like way younger than me, who cares... age doesn't matter when it comes to love.
Oh oh. Btw, Imaad is Nawal's lil bro. Haha.
Nawal's mom baked some brownies and she asked me to try some.
So I guess I gobbled up more than 3 pieces of it. It was damn nice laa.
At around one plus, met up with the two Syahirahs at Whitesands.
Initially, we wanted to study at the library but it was kinda packed.
So we studied outside BK instead.
Did some revision on maths & a lil bit on physics.
Went off at 5. Met up with Zin at hougang and slacked till 8 pm.
& Ohh. Guess what? I got to know some interesting stuff. Theres this particular two-faced bitch who hated me at first sight & thinks I'm ugly. Okay well, I'm cool with that. I don't care if you're
gonna hate me or anything as long as I know I didnt do anything wrong to you. So why must there be hatred between us? Haha. Well, just so you know honey, I don't really fancy you either. So we're even. *big grins* I guess I have to play along with you. Just fake a smile whenever I see
you like you always do when you see me. Lol
Enough said about that lewd woman aite.
CT starts tomorrow by the way. So I guess till here then.
Gotta do some revision.